Friday, July 31, 2009

On the world's favourite boy-wizard

Its 31st July, also known as Harry Potter day to most of us nerdy HP fans and I've never done a Harry Potter related post in all the years I've had this blog, so I thought I might as well. Even though I don't talk about it much at all, Harry Potter has always been a big part of my life ever since I can remember. Its something that I have pretty much stopped being embarrassed about (hey, at least its not Twilight, ok?) because once you become twenty-one, all the things that used to embarrass you so much when you were a teenager don't really seem that important any more. Also, when I started reading HP, none of my friends even knew what it was, and so I never bothered bringing it up. Even when I was a kid, I used to have this irrational fear about talking to people about things that were important to me because I used to be terrified that they were going to use them against me or ruin them for me by dismissing them. I, unfortunately have this ridiculous fear even now, which pretty much stops me from having meaningful relationships with people.

But as usual, I digress, I stared reading Harry Potter when I was about twelve. A few years later the first film came out, and suddenly everyone was a fan. The other day it just struck me that there are going to be a whole load of children in the future who are going to grow up reading all the seven books back to back and miss out on a painful, yet exhilarating anticipation of waiting for each book to come out. I must admit that as I grew older the wait did start getting less painful although I did spend a week of having HP related nightmares/dreams before Half Blood Prince came out because of sheer nerves.

I must absolutely point out that even though I used to be and still am, to a certain extent, quite over-invested in the series, there is a slight difference between being a decent fan and being creepy and I'd like to categorize myself in the former case because creepy!HP fans are just really creepy. So no, I haven't attended fan conventions and written porn about underage fictional people (reading it totally doesn't overstep into that creepy frontier, by the way). I don't have some hidden HP related tattoos up my sleeve, haven't stalked the actors from the HP films and I don't listen to wizard rock (which is a genre of music bigger than you would expect it to be!). I don't even listen to the podcasts from fan websites or post/read deep, meaningful discussions and editorials on forums. So, from HP standards I'm a really terrible fan actually.

All that said, I'm still a pretty big nerd when it comes to HP related trivia; or at least I used to be until a couple of years ago. I may not know how many sickles there are in a gallon but I do know all about Ali Bashir and his magic carpet, and who the hell Euan Abercrombie is. Harry Potter has been an important part of my adolescent life and I have come to accept it without any shame at this point of my life. Even though I never got tortured by my friends, my parents have always given me so much hell for liking Harry Potter as much as I do. Who needs crappy friends when you have parents at home to tease you about your nerdy obsessions?

It was a good phase, as far as phases go and it was awesome growing up right in the heart of it. I literally grew up with the books, reading the first one when I was twelve and the last one when I was nineteen. Also, I do have awesome HP related stories to tell people now, like that time in Barcelona where we basically spent three days searching for a theatre that showed Order of the Phoenix in english (which we eventually did manage to find) and stumbled onto the best beach of the city (with the least number of tourists) or the summer that I was in New York when the 6th book came out and entire America went psychotic about 'Snape killed Dumbledore' or the night spent in a youth hostel in Lisbon reading the last book (which we bought at midnight after queuing up behind 10 year olds) when we had a whole day of sightseeing early next morning. Incidentally, I also dragged/tricked my mother to watch Half Blood Prince, after a fifteen hour flight the night I landed in Hong Kong two weeks ago.

As far as teenage fads go, I'd like to think that mine was not that bad after all. I always thought that I would have been really upset once it was all over, but I think what I had when I finished the last book was more of a sense of relief that it was all finally over. There was no nagging sense of I want more, and I was quite ready to grow out of it slowly and steadily. I'm not going to count the films because I am quite indifferent to them, but still religiously watch every one of them during their opening week, if not on the opening day itself because that is what a good fan is supposed to do. I would also like to think that I'm forcibly going make my kids read one book a year, but I know what I'd do if my parents ever told me not to read something until I was older.

Another week gets over, and its finally Friday night. No work for two whole days, YAY!

PS: I watched The Big Sleep last night with Humphrey 'I'm so cool, I don't need an umbrella, I have a raincoat!' Bogart and Lauren 'why are we wasting our time talking when we could be in bed right now?' Bacall. There is absolutely nothing better than a black and white thriller on a rainy night in and I have always been such a sucker for old Hollywood.

5 comments:

ash said...

"Even when I was a kid, I used to have this irrational fear about talking to people about things that were important to me because I used to terrified that they were going to use it against me or ruin it for me by dismissing it. I, unfortunately have this ridiculous fear even now, which pretty much stops me from having meaningful relationships with people."

This is why people make blogs.

"So no, I haven't attended fan conventions and written porn about underage fictional people (reading it totally doesn't overstep into that creepy frontier, by the way)."

I'm reminded of my old blog-meet post, about how you're pretty much a pervert...!

With Harry Potter, I haven't read a single book or seen any of the movies, and I'm quite proud of that. Unfortunately everyone I knew in the same position has eventually caved, read them, and loved them. Also, these are people whose opinions I respect, which means that I can admit that the HP books are probably really good...but I can't exactly give in now? I may well be denying myself a pleasure but I figure there's no point jumping on the band-wagon late.

Besides, I figure if I ever have kids I'll end up having to read it with them, so I know I'm not gonna miss out in the long (very long) run.

E said...

OH BB reading all these posts of yours and bobbing madly, especially at the customs incident which you'd told me about but is funnier on second reading - lolol

Panacea said...

Ash: I always thought of my blog as a form of self-indulgence of my vanity. Plus, its a good outlet for me to whine to when everyone in real life have gotten sick of listening to me.

I will have you know that I am completely normal, ash! You cannot think I'm a pervert after meeting me for one afternoon, whatever will you think once you know me for longer? That is it, we shall never meet again.

I think Harry Potter is one of those things (like *ahem*Star Wars*ahem*) that if you don't get into it when you are an early teen, you just end up finding it really lame. Waiting until your future offspring are old enough to read the books does seem like a good plan, but do skip all the films until then!


E: You know they were really nice about it after all, just really really puzzled by my shoes. They even told me where I can get a taxi and to keep my passport safe in my backpack instead of moving around with it in my hand!

ash said...

Oh dear, well if you never meet me again then I guess you can't do anything to change my mind about you - and a pervert you shall remain!

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